we met on the web

today i gave myself an early birthday present…..i got a spider web tat on my left shoulder, i love it…..i didn’t do all that much art today, i painted a canvas bag that i am going to use to carry all the stuff, i require when i leave the house……it;s like having freakin’ babies again……..any [...]

fuckyou shankofamerica.com

FIRST LET ME BEGIN BY SAYING………….KILL THE BANKERS……i don’t know if i need to say move or that is enough……………they whack you fees, when they should be paying me for borrowing money from me  and part owner of our bank…….the bank the the united states government we the people bailed you out from……………remember that……..mr bank……..you fucking blowhard……………..they [...]

it’s just my bitch page

if you haven’t figured it out yes this blog is my bitch rag……the place i go to vent …..so that no one hears me scream in cyberspace……………….right…………nobody sees this stuff………….i mean really it is only the internet………………….i have another blog too, i just started it …………….rawedgestudio.blogspot.com  it is about my adventures as an artist and [...]

so this is october catch up

ok, am i fired up,,,,,,,,,,,,,,no………just bored…………..bored………bored…….i need to start putting my plan in action….tomorrow i have to go to workforce at unemployment…..and i want to see, if there is any program or grant money that they can help me get to what i want to do…….if i have to work for the next 30 years [...]

so who does that leave me with, and who do i really want……

first, i have to say that i have been good and true to myself……………..i would never go out with a married man, i have more respect for your wife, whoever she is………..you want to flirt, i’ll flirt back when i am bored and have nothing better to do…………the married to the job guy, i admire [...]

the grass is never greener

when you are growing up, you hear all these little sayings that people say all the time…..and you always say to yourself , or maybe even out loud, how stupid, how dumb, stop saying that……….and i learned the true meaning of the grass is never greener, some many times, i can scream, and this morning [...]

RED, RED WINE

nothing like it …..it is the gift of the gods….do you ever feel that you are just at that point where you are going to snap and wish you worked for the post office so you would, at least have an excuse…….i don’t know who many more things i am supposed to do, and for [...]

more online”dating”

ok, so i guess i do things for the sheer enjoyment of it, or at lest for the entertainment value…….it’s fun to have to sort out after the kooks and crack pots…….i got 2 offers for jobs working for a “company” in africa, the guy wanted me to fedex him money……where would you like me [...]

let me write and let it go

LET IT GO…….. SURRENDER…….if i only i could remember that at all times………first i have to say if i don’t get a job soon, i will have to scream……i got a letter from unemployment, telling me they will send me back to school, and i am seriously thinking of going back and getting my “beauty [...]

SHIRELY HERE WE COME

john ring our phones one more time and i will ring your neck…..we’ll be there , when we get there……we have lives here too……we said we we leave at 10….now i know where the confusion comes from, coz when you say 10, that can mean anything…….10 is 10 to us…….and if were running late as [...]